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CREATIVE WRITING


PROSE
POETRY

Dear Heart
Corie Thomas (5/21)

Dear Heart,


You don’t know what to talk to her about. You wanna say “hey, you seem cool. Wanna be friends?” but you can’t. You wanna open my mouth and speak at least a couple words, not just look. It's pretty weird; just because you're lost in thoughts and starting to drool doesn’t give you a pass. Now open your mouth with some confidence in yourself and talk to her before it’s too late. Even if you think it’s too late, you only fail if you don’t try. 
You know we are introverts and don’t talk to people easily, but how long can that last until I lose my mind and my thoughts go all crazy. It's like you are scared and starting to make me overthink daily. 
Give a flower like it’s Valentine's Day and don’t say “ew,” even though you don’t celebrate that claimed-to-be holiday. I know you're not against love since you like to show it, but it looks like this person has captured your heart. Did Cupid shoot an arrow at you? Did you really fall in love or are you just lusting over looks? Did her personality leave you speechless or catch you like a fish on a hook? 
I gave you my suggestion, heart. That’s all I have to say.

From,
Brain 

​Sleep
Leo Anderson (1/21)

I lay in my bed as the house is painted in silence, shivers of streaky breaths and light snoring dance around in the air, leaving nothing but soundless sleep. 

The house creaks and moans as the outside winds blow, the late night drivers in their cars whizzing past the front of the house on our now-lonely and quiet street. They’re probably trying to get home quickly so they can sleep.

The heater makes tapping noises, the fish tank buzzes, the house is silent. Perfect for sleeping. Why am I still awake? My brain seems to be speaking, like an annoying beeping that won’t shut off. 

Nothing too serious, except why am I here? Why isn’t it clear? What are my fears? As I lay in my bed, the house is painted in sleep. The noises ranging from shallow creeps to hollow breaths of belief.

When soon will I sleep?

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​The Beauty of Life
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Christopher Cazarin (2/21)


A street that carries not only the living, but the dead. A cemetery that lies on my street. It keeps this street in a sense of melancholy. There is one thing this cemetery seems to enjoy and that's growth. It thrives on the dead. Death is inevitable, inescapable, and imminent. Truly a terrifying thing to wonder about. People die and that is a way of living. We live and we eventually wither away into the void. We live and witness the true terrors of this world. We live and we are truly horrified at what some people are capable of. But we also live for the beauty and aspirations we seek. That's the thrill of living. We live to fulfill our desires before it’s too late. Let’s not dwell on our downfall, but our uprise. My street not only carries the dead, but it carries the living. A community that lives in my street. We walk this street with a sense of hope. There is one thing we seem to enjoy and that’s to grow in strength. We live not only for ourselves, but the people who have passed. That's the beauty of life.

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​Intoxicated Seed
By Ashley Galindo Lara (1/21)

     I blossomed like never before; as each pink petal touched the ground I fell for you even more. I told almost every truth that laid beneath my skin; I felt comfortable again. I felt the butterflies in my stomach, I felt the goosebumps across my skin every time I was on my way to see you. I felt safe within your arms as they covered my whole body, not leaving an inch of space to be seen. I finally felt happy again. 
     You knew my past. You knew I had a fear of abandonment. You knew I had trust issues shortly after we hung out on that beach. We stayed on a little island eating our snacks from Krauzsers while making awkward conversation; you were nervous, you stuttered in every sentence you spoke. You tried to convince me that you weren’t like the rest, that you would stay no matter what. I trusted you. I trusted you to not abandon me like everyone else.
     As we entered a crowd full of people, I held your arm. As you led me deeper into the pit of swarming seeds, I caught myself, suddenly holding onto your arm tighter. Afraid that if I let go I’d be lost and in a state of mind that that would leave me no way of getting back to you.  
     As I paid attention to our conversations getting drier by the day, I felt a poisonous toxin enter my roots. I saw your effort and your attention slowly ungrasping itself from me.
     You lost your focus in early September, maybe late August. You lost focus on everything and only had your mind set on one thing. You felt like everything else could wait, including me. 
     How could I be so stupid? It was too good to be true. Loving you always ended up with me losing petals; me slowly losing my spiritual beauty. I guess it was only a matter of time before our roots started to rot. 
     Your focus was completely gone. I knew it would happen eventually but I had still let myself fall for you. You told me you hadn’t wanted to lose focus from your own goals, but once I entered the picture, that you hadn’t expected to change, that everything just got overloaded. 
You told me that everything else could wait, including me; I don't want to be an option. 
     When you’re ready or when you have stuff sorted out, then look for me. I can't promise that I won’t have moved on, but God only knows that what I felt for you in these past few months was so real. 
Our love has gone cold; you're intertwining your roots with somebody else. I hate to picture you with someone else. You told me that you still wanted to be friends, at least. That you still want me in your life, because I’m “such a cool person.” My heart broke. 
     You told me, “I never wanted you as an option.” I told you with tears in my eyes, “I slowly turned into one, bubba. You didn’t even notice.”
Everyone you know has either left or done something to mess with your head so you grew this mindset of being relaxed and expecting everything bad to happen. When you start something new and something bad does happen, you already know how to brace yourself for impact. You were so afraid that you would end up getting hurt, that you would be the one to be left behind, but it was me. I was the one that had to bear all the pain that you inflicted. You damaged me more than you could have possibly known in these few months. I still wish you the ultimate best; do you and reach your goals. Even if I’m not by your side when you do, I’ll still forever be proud and think, “He finally did it.” 
     I never realized how deep I dug myself in. I claimed the ground that was so toxic it burned me, along with my roots, as I slowly started to wither from the inside out. I realized that it was too late; it was too late to undig myself. Maybe it wasn’t the soil that was toxic; maybe it was the seed itself. I really wanted to make things work, so badly you don't even know. But I wasn’t strong enough to hold the weight for both of us. I’m sorry. My pollen core was left unguarded by your empty promises.

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To a Future Grandmother
Ashley G. Lara (12/20)

     Thank you for telling me stories about your childhood. How you would want to savor the taste of a fruit cup but instead walked home, sad, because there wasn’t enough money for you to buy it. How you ate at a small wooden table with your mother (my grandmother) eating  frijoles because that’s all you guys had to eat. How different your siblings’ personalities were, but not too different. How one of your sisters was always serious and rarely laughed at the jokes your brothers and sisters told. How you would play a Mexican version of hopscotch called Avion and even taught me how to play it.   
     Thank you for attending my soccer games and buying me the resources I needed for soccer when I was in middle school and now in high school. 
Thank you for sharing our culture, what traditions and festivals were like in Mexico. How we make Pan De Muerto for Dia De Los Muertos (Halloween), why we attend posadas (Google translates this to nativity). How some fruits, like plums, taste so much better in Mexico. And how you used to love the chips they sold in clear goodie bags with toppings such as Valentina, Lime, and even Chamoy. 
     Thank you for teaching me right from wrong and all the lessons I’ve had to learn the hard way around. 
     I will make you proud and hopefully a grandmother some day; just wait on it. 

Change
Astoria Davis (5/21)

So you’re going to cut off all
my limbs and act like I’m not there 
You think cutting off pieces of me
is going to fix your problems 

Look, if the the winds of life
blow too hard 
or lightning hits me 
like ‘Mother Nature’ intended 

I’m going to fall and I’ll go crashing 
into to your house and 
my leaves will go everywhere 
That's what ‘Mother Nature’ intended 

Not being struck down 
for building plans or your paper supply 
for pencils or furniture 
That's not what ‘Mother Nature’ intended 

Oh, how you humans forget
I help with your air supply 
bringing you, and all others, life 
before your very eyes

But, yes, cut my limbs off, 
use me, and 
act like
I’m not there


​Mental Health is Like Your Dog, It’s Your Best Friend
Corie Thomas (2/21)

The health 
people have 
is not the same
 
Sometimes it’s heart,
Back,
Neck,
Arm, 
Leg,
Hand,
Feet, 
And waist

There is health always 
Some make fun of mental health
If you knew what it was about
You wouldn't be laughing
But since you don't, let me tell you
 
Mental health is affecting you 
The way you act
The way you think
The way you feel

If you live with mental issues or mental disability
Everybody makes fun of you 
Sometimes this makes people with mental disability 
Feel like a dog in an alley, alone

I know what life is like 
Having mental issues or a mental disability 
I live with it every day of my life 
I know people feel different with mental disability 
but I don’t 

It gives me joy when I know  
People with mental disabilities are happy that
They have something unique
It makes them feel different from everybody else
In a good way
If you want to feel the same, you still can 
with mental problems; it doesn’t have to affect how you are

So I’m telling people with mental disability
Don’t make your disability your worst friend 
Make them your best friend
If nobody likes that your friend has disability 
Then they have to change 
Not stay the same 
But you don’t have to change 
If someone doesn’t like you

Mental problems are like a dog
Not in an alley, but as 
A man or woman’s best friend 


​This is America 
​
Astoria Davis (1/21)

​Black America can never flourish

Every time we get close, you shut us 
Down
Kick us 
Out 
You take what we have and 
Burn it to the ground

We scream, we shout 
We protest, we stand, we kneel 
But you shoot us to the ground 

We expose how bad America really is
You lynch us 

Whether it's rubber bullets or tear gas 
Whether it’s tasers or bullets
You want us to be gone 
You want us dead 

Let's go back a little bit to the 1800s
People say that you ate us, 
Wore us and used our babies as 
Alligator bait 

Where do you think the word 
“picnic” comes from?
You would pick a slave to kill
And eat as a family 
To make yourselves strong and healthy 

We still remember all the hurt 
All the pain passed down through centuries
Generational hurt 

Black America can never flourish
Every time we get close, you shut us 
Down
Kick us 
Out 
You take what we have and 
Burn it to the ground
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​For I Desire a Peace of Mind 
By Ashley Galindo Lara (2/21)

As I’m grasping a peach in my hand, I sit on a tree branch 
feeling the hot breeze brush against my face. 
As I struggle to catch my breath I begin to realize 
that my life is shriveling into pieces. 
I catch my breath and get down from the tree. 
A grey cloud suddenly appears over my head. 
Automatically I feel compelled to lay down on the grass and not move. 
Frozen in distress, I remind myself that it’ll be over soon.
I walk towards the pumpkin patch, 
the tall withered grass itching my legs as I walk by. 
The grey cloud smiles down on me, 
knowing it won’t go away any time soon. 
I make my choice and suddenly 
can’t seem to physically lift the 10-pound pumpkin. 
Starting to get frustrated, Steve looks over at me and says, 
“It’s okay, Olivia. Let me.”  
I starts to get teary; Steve looks over 
without saying anything and hugs me tightly. 
He whispers, “Is it another hard day?” 
I nod my head slowly into his hoodie.
Steve lets go, cuffs my face with his hands, kisses my forehead, and says, 
“We will get through today. Let’s go home.”

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​Fake Friend
Corie Thomas (1/21)

All the pain you made me feel 
Leaving me to drown in tears
Acting like you didn’t know me
When you were in front of your friends 
Getting angry at me for no reason 
Yelling  when I didn’t listen to you 
Saying I ruined your life 
Telling me  it was my fault
For how you ended up 
Telling me to get out 
Not caring about how I felt 

You left me miserable


​Black Youngin’ State of Mind 
Zanai Buchanan (11/20)
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Everybody my age is battling depression. 
Little kids, in sixth grade, are meeting up for smoke sessions. 
Meanwhile their parents are showing them mad aggression. 
Hitting and beating kids for asking them simple questions. 
Nowadays people shooting with no discretion. 
Another black kid caught in the middle of a shooting session. 
White cops crushing them black backs and all their oppression. 
The only thing they look for in us is our self expression. 
They love watching black men on and in them courts. 
Too bad they can’t see they got more to offer than sports. 
Too many black lives are being cut short. 
Black lady finds out she pregnant the doctors tell her to abort. 
I live my life flinching and looking back. 
See all them people in the neighborhood snorting thick lines of crack. 
Too bad they want me dead just because I’m black. 
My teacher told me my writing skills could be put in a paperback. 
Laying in bed its dark, pitch black, got me thinking like a maniac. 
My mind creeping, I end up falling asleep. 
In my dream I see a black man hanging with leaves above a creek.
“Inhale deep, exhale words on my breath.
I never sleep, because sleep is the cousin of death.”
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Iclassroom
Dana Bach

Open my computer
Sun is coming up.
Eyes stretched out like dough
Coffee in my cup.
Staring at a blank screen
Sipping on caffeine.
Soaking up information
From this small machine.
But I don’t feel like a sponge
I feel more like a sheet of plastic.
Learning how I should be?
Yeah, that would be fantastic.
Hours go by
Clicking, watching, typing,
Fearful for my future
All while I am skyping.
The day has come to an end
Finally, I have a break.
Wait, no I still have homework
Oh for goodness sake. 

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