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POETRY

The Stars in the Sky
By Miniya K. Ture (6/22)

There are endless stars in the sky

Yet you and I are here
As the moon turns the tides
And the shore disappears
And despite the lights that shroud the sky
The stars are always near

As the sun comes up once more
You awaken from your rest
You’re told to seize the day
And always do your best
But it’s hard to carpe diem
When your thoughts are just a mess

As the world forever changes
You never know what’s next
But you write another paper
And send another text
And you watch from the window
As the headlines get more complex

As you try to drift off
And you try to forget
You’re still left thinking
Is this the worst yet?
How much more must we go through 
Until enough are upset?

How much more until they realize that we aren’t a threat?

It’s a cycle of pain
That I cannot deny
It’s a sorrowful cycle
That affects many of mine
And as the wheels turn, I wonder
Who will draw that line?

Is it you? Is it me?
Some of us are just kids
We can’t destine the world
To some baby in a bib
And we can’t trust adults
Who are mentally in cribs

How could we make a change?
Who would listen to you?
Is your voice loud enough 
To change their point of view?
How many stars will align
Before your wishes come true?

It gets too overwhelming
So we form into a ball
We hug ourselves tight
And make ourselves real’ small
And sometimes we try to just 
Forget about it all

So just imagine a star
That shines bright in the sky
Too far to reach
And way too high
But although it’s small
It still caught your eye

As a glistening spectacle
The light shines through
To the pool of your eyes
You can realize what’s true
You see that that star 
Is a reflection of you

As you may start to spiral
You realize what’s clear
You feel insignificant
As many might fear
But you have to stand straight
And wipe away your tears

Because no matter how quiet your voice may be
Someone will lend you an ear

And no matter how many stars may be in the sky
You and I are still here.


​
Life’s Incandescent Touch 
Nelly J. Padilla 5/22

Nostalgia wafts in the air to an autumn-scented candle. We all wear oversized hoodies and sweaters that comfort the heart and socks that comfort the skin. The warm light of the candle smiles upon us as we smile at each other, basking in the cinnamon and pumpkin spice-filled atmosphere, the spirit changing like the trees within this season. The scent is inviting but not nearly enough as the aroma of affection. Happiness is simplicity, and simplicity is vague. Let your mental perspective become malleable to this perception of life.


​The American Dream: What Is It?
Michael Chung 5/22

The American Dream
What is it?
Is it the crucial and critical acceptance of others
That has one looking at themselves in disgust if they don’t get it?
Is it the apps on which people post less for themselves
but more for the validation of others

Making the scariest part of the day the chance they might not get enough of it?
Is it the hours of sitting on the floor and comparing 
When looking at an influencer they see on the internet
Whose filters and Photoshop hide the flaws they both share
But they'll never tell you that?
Why?
Simply, because if they do
They'll lose their grasp on the American Dream 

The American Dream
What is it?
Is it the self sabotaging actions we all make in the world daily
With our useless decisions which will kill our future generations 
And destroy humanity as a whole?
Is it the selfish acts we make to get somewhere faster 
Or have a couple of hours of fun
That kills thousands of animals in one year alone?
We will never recognize or reverse it
Why?
Simply because if we do
We will lose our grasp on the American dream

The American Dream
What is it?
Is it the hundreds of years in which people of color were enslaved
Beaten and whipped, not if they did something wrong
But if they did not help their “owner” enough or do more of what they were told?
Sorry not told, demanded  
Is it the oppression one faces not because of the bad choices they have made
Or the negative impacts they have caused
But because of the color of their skin
And the culture they possess?
Is it the first row seat one has when watching their brothers and sisters
get beaten to death

Or lynched from the same tree they used to have a picnic at?
Is it the extra miles one will have to walk to get to a “colored school”
When there's one teaching the same curriculum and grade down the street? 
But they will never make the slate completely fair
Why?
Simply because if they did
They would then lose their grasp on the American Dream

The American Dream
What is it?
Is it the empty stomachs begging for food on the streets
Spending most of the day sitting in places meant for our feet?
Is it our full stomach walking past them without a second glance
Knowing there was food still left on our plate?
But why would we give the rest?
The earth was created for everyone to share 
But they will never take less so others can have more 
Why?
Simply because if they did
They would then lose their grasp on the American Dream


Dear America
Maerose Parker 5/22


We’re heading backward. We’re heading for disaster.
The hate in your eyes will always cause damage to me.
Why? Cause I’m Black.
Supposedly slavery ended in 1864 and we were free.

We were never free.
You just want us to be washed away.
You just want us to float in the ocean.
Do you even know what freedom means?
Please explain what you mean by the land of the free.
This isn’t the land of the free.
The natives, my ancestors, were slain for my liberty.
We’re still not free. You don’t want us to be.
Explain what you mean by ”The land of the free.”
Everything I was taught in school was a lie.
Oh say can you see, but can you really see?
I can see.
     We have one nation under God.
      We’re floating in an ocean.
      We’re running blind in truth.
I won’t let my freedom rot in hell!
                                 So I’m going to fight for it with all the strength I get.
 I’ll do whatever I can for my people.
I’m walking in the path of Harriet Tubman.

I’m leading my people to the freedom and separation line.
  We’re doing what Moses did,
​fighting with the strength we have until we die for our people.

The rose color is starting to fade away for us. 
This is why I don’t mind losing blood on my way to salvation. 
I want better for us. 
You're not helping us, you just dropped us into the ocean.
What I’ve been shown and sold isn’t what I believe.
   So I’m rewriting the narrative.
   What does Freedom mean?

​The American Dream
Kiaharra Moore 5/22

The American dream is not what it seems 
The American dream comes with people that are naive 
The American dream uses weapons to defeat 
The dream, to me, is the dream we cannot see
The American dream is the one we control but yet don’t seek
The American dream is not what it seems 

Being Black was the American dream 
Until people used me as the one nobody can see 
The American dream has taken lives after lives 
And lied upon lies 
The American dream comes with fear 
The American dream are the words that we always wanted to hear 
The American dream is not what it seems 

The dream has been forgotten that we all have yet to see 
The dream is only hurting the ones that look like me 
Living like me is not much fun, living like me we always have to run 
The American dream is a disaster
The American dream has yet to show the true imposter 

The dream we see is the dream that will never be 
The dream I see will never be a reality 

The American dream is not what it seems 
The American dream needs to be stopped without any ease
The American dream is not what it seems 
The American dream needs structure and peace
The dream to me is the dream where people scream 
The American dream is no longer a blessing
The American dream constantly has people stressing

I hate the American dream; it’s a constant struggle
The American dream just goes to show that our lives are unsolved puzzles
The American dream must be stopped; the American dream will always be on top
“I can’t breathe” is the saying that goes but we can see and still nobody knows 

The American dream is not what it seems
In America we see a life without equality
The dream is now over and you still have the power 
The American dream has you completely devoured
The American dream is not what it seems
The dream was your child that now has to rest 
The dream is now final and laid by its nest.


​Our Miserable Love
Trinity Ford 5/22

I was so infatuated with the thought of you that I denied the truth 
It takes 365 days to break a habit
so how have I lived more days without you than with you? 

I depended on your words and now I am living in solitude 
There is comfort in the reality that my loneliness can not reject me
even if you do but that at least his presence is persistent even if yours is not

I’ll admit that I so desperately want touch that I will risk my vulnerability for it
in hopes I won’t plummet 

I am not afraid of love I am simply afraid of loss
so spare me when I say it is okay to be alone 

I still find it tragic how we easily place our hearts into the hands
of those who cannot comprehend fragility, those who will leave us
wondering why we are not good enough 

So the difference between you and I is,
I loved you despite the darkest parts of you,
but the moment I undressed my demons your love was of the table

But now I know that forever is only temporary
in the eyes of those who cannot handle acceptance

Still, I am making excuses instead of accepting
that some souls we are meant to keep and others we are not 

Still trying to justify your character
You did not realize I consisted of depth and complexity 

You could not silence me and that is why our forever was so short
So now in the most “respectful” way I must say, “To hell with your demons” 


​A Downpour of Us
Adi Clermont 5/22

You walked down the street wrong
I saw it in your hands
Shoved in pockets, in fists, 
graceful as always

A hollow mind of sound body
Whisked away by the drum of the water
I see it in your bones you’re grateful for the storm
Etched into muscle, the carving is drowned out by the pouring
And I am drowned out by you

And the pavement below you; wet and eroding
Pounds of rain 
Made of you, acidic and all you’ve ever wanted

Free from thought, you walked down the street wrong
And free from me you tore through yourself
For you are the rain: baseless and wild
And I am from before the clouds

​
​made to be 
Chele Swaby 5/22

you see that shiny poofy hair and smooth bronze skin

with cute clothes tailored to perfection
you think of me like a beautiful glass doll
because with a smile i greet you, with laughter i enjoy you,
but one slip up i expose my cracks
and you question why i am:
i am made to look elegant, yet with one breeze can fall
and with your remarks you remind me of all of my makers
who made me feel so small.

it began while i was a prototype
put into the world to be showcased 
they judged me and ridiculed me
and when i was sent back to my workshop
my makers made fun of me, too

"you mustn't do this anymore
or we will send you to be broken"
with every word the cracks began to form
and those became my tears,
my defense mechanism that i wanted to, but could not, control

such an integral part of me
though it hurt so much i took it as my own
because those little crystalized shards were all i had to my name
all i had when those around me wanted to find someone to blame 

i wish i wasn't glass.
don't you think i tried to take this soul
and make myself become porcelain, plastic, or wool?
if i became what everyone else desired,
a doll that was perfect and lovable and not dangerous
then perhaps i would be respected? loved? wanted?  

but although glass can shatter, i am not strong enough to break
thus i stay confined to this body and mind that those around me deemed a prison
i am both jailor and criminal 
tortured for eternity for my mistakes and my sharp, sharp glass 
that i can only subdue so much before i mistakenly cut someone again --
before i hurt you and everyone i love again
and return to the tarnished and imperfect floor
where my shattered pieces and loneliness still lie.

​
​America 
Antoine Pittman 5/22

The American dream
The American dream where everyone can succeed 
But the American dream? Where the people have to flee from our police

America 
Where people come for a better life
America, where people come to give their children better educations
But also America where people get their children taken and put in cages? 

America 
Justice for all, a line in a pledge we must learn 
Justice for all where every human deserves liberty
But justice for white men is what they meant

America 
The land of opportunity
The land of opportunity where people can achieve their dreams 
But the land of opportunity where Black men will get their necks kneeled on? 

America 
The land of the free
The land that people consider a safe haven 
But the land of the free where you have a longer prison sentence based on your race?

America
The country that's so accepting 
America the free country
But America where marriage between two men was punishable when I was only 10

But I love America 
I've gotta be grateful to live here 
Because if I were to be born somewhere else 
I could have been woken up by bombs from America

But I love America
I've gotta be grateful to live here
Because since I live in a poorer neighborhood 
We have more fast food

But I love America 
I've gotta be grateful to live here, right?
Because if I had been born outside of America 
Things would be worse ‘cause we know what you do to your enemies.


Away From Sailing
Johana Perez-Altamirano 5/22
Inspired by ee cummings

perhaps…
(just perhaps) they thought to

sail                 on              torn
        away                a                  boat 

use their shoes like paddles 
sweep through the ocean 
like they’re walking on dust. 

perhaps even listen to the rhythmic winds
that sound like thumping fingers on wood
or feel the fresh breeze
that is akin to the          nightly       cool        waves 

it’s all a dream, they think
but the sun p
                     o 
                        u 
                            r 
                               i
                                 n
                                    g down heavily onto their skin states otherwise
the heat is too intense
and it’s been two weeks since. 


​Not America
Mariana Zepeda 5/22
​

Is America the right place to come to achieve your goals?
Are you ready to see America as it truly is and not as the paradise it is said to be?
Are you ready to deal with people who will look at you like you’re some sort of freak?
Are you ready to start from zero and rise up on your own?
Then let us begin your journey, here in America

Welcome to America
Should we welcome you by saying a slur?
Or perhaps a call to the police?
The choice isn’t yours

America isn’t as bad as it seems, right?
We have freedom, opportunities, and rights
But it was taken over; they took our country by force
It was for the sake of starting a place that could one day be land for everyone

America 
It is a place where race disconnected us
It is a place where stereotypes defined us
It is a place where religion divided us
And a place where wealth classified us

America
You claim to bring people closer, when in reality you separate them
You push away people who seek an opportunity here
You lock them away in cages and deny entry to this country

America
You gave us access to guns
They have fallen in the hands of the wrong people and killed innocent lives
From elementary schools to high schools, movie theaters, and supermarkets
We’re no longer safe

America
Why must I hide my identity?
Why should others hide where they come from? Their own roots
Should we be ashamed of ourselves for being different?
Being diverse?

America
Since when did the color of skin matter?
Does it offend you?
Does it not represent your country?
Should I just bleach my skin?

America
Who said that I had to speak English here?
Since when was English the official language?
I should be able to speak whichever language I want
I’m not planning a bombing, I’m not planning anything malicious
I just asked my mom what kind of milk she wanted

America
Please fix yourself
This is not America
It never was


​Burn Your Wings if You Wish to Fly
Jaidyn Wein 5/22

I always wonder how Daedalus felt

When it was not him, but his son Icarus who was written into history.
I always wonder how my father would feel
If he discovers that my success was created without him entirely.
However, after being grounded for so long, and finally learning to fly,
Prophecy shows that it won’t be long before I fall, because...

Life isn’t fair, and it certainly isn’t kind.

I used to think I had to be kind to compensate;
Told that I had to give kindness just because I still could,
But what did that leave for me?
I miss the days
When the thought of unreturned kindness
Was a unique concept to write about.
I miss when unrequited love 
Was not considered a cliche.

Life isn’t fair, and it certainly isn’t kind.

I wonder which I fear more;
Silence within a crowd,
Or echoes of an answer in an empty room.
For as Daedalus worries about the roar of the sun’s flame,
Icarus wonders about the quiet in the air.
Because for those without wings, falling is the closest we can get to flying.


​I Must Be Dreaming
Miniya Ture 4/22

America is a dream
Unless you’re not white
Or unless you're a woman

It’s a dream until you have to live off of minimum wage
Or stay home when you’re sick
Because you can’t afford a trip to the hospital


America is a dream
Until you can’t tell a kid from a criminal
And you pull the trigger at the threat of a hood

America is a dream
Where protests are seen as riots
And riots are seen as a revolution

America is a dream
Where men have a say in what women do with their bodies
And don’t take no for an answer

America is a dream 
For the colorists and racists
Blinded by the societal standard of beauty
And the falsities of supremacy

America is a dream
Until your taxes are spent on warfare 
Instead of housing
Or education

America is a dream
Until you’re terrorized
For an act of terrorism you never committed

America is a dream
Until they blame you for the pandemic
And attempt to claim your culture as their own

America is a dream
Unless you were here first
Yet reduced to a percentage on a map

America is a dream
Where they keep kids in cages
Even though all they wanted was a safe haven

America is a dream
Until you can be killed for the clothes you wear
Or for whatever may be under them

America is a dream
For the little white men in suits
Who fly into space 
Because they have nothing better to do with their money

And the little white women
Who point fingers at us
With their crocodile tears
 
And as we struggle through our nightmare
We look up at those that are dreaming
And envy their disregard

To dream to be so high in life
You couldn’t care less about those below

America is a dream
Like a painted picture
With a false wall

And as you wake up
And peer through the cracks,
You can see how faulty
This dream really is


Our Galaxy Is Just a Big Black Hole
Ariana Morera 4/22

Space is beautiful,
right?

Yes, it is beautiful.
But why do I think so?

I think so because it leaves me with so many options 
and so many thoughts on what can be out there.

But thinking about what could be out there 
and what I know is out there scares me most.

Because knowing that our galaxy was created 
just to be slowly eaten will always leave me horrified.

​

Right Person Wrong Time 
By Brianna Lane 4/22
​

Personally I don’t know how to feel about the concept “right person, wrong time.” 
Some people feel as though if they love you they won’t leave. Some people feel the opposite.
If they love you and they leave it’s okay because they’ll find their way back. 


What do you do when you’re in the middle? After they’ve left.
Before you know if they’re coming back? 


I know the textbook right answers. Heal, move on, focus on yourself.
But how do you do that when all you want to do is crawl into a ball and cry? 


How do you focus on these things when you’re broken to pieces
because one of the best people in your life is gone but still alive? 


How do you do these things when your person is finding new people to talk to
and you’ve yet to find one person to talk with? 

When the person you told every little detail of your day to and vice versa is unreachable. 

During this odd waiting period, who’s gonna listen to my nonsensical stories as I break off into tangent after tangent and somehow end up telling 6 stories before I finish the one I began? 
The stories that nobody else could even begin to understand except you because you just get me?

During this odd waiting period, who’s gonna help me understand the emotions I feel
As though I can’t understand on my own? 


During this odd waiting period, who's gonna help me calm down when I'm crying?
During this odd waiting period, who’s gonna be able to make me feel better
When my heart, mind, soul, and body crave no one but you.



Sitting by the blazing fire
Tiernen Sands 4.22

A fire must be fed to keep on burning 
But I'm running out of wood 
I'm running low on matches 
Boy Scouts never prepared me to keep the flames alight 
Only how to start a fire 

I'm terrified of what I've become 
A monster of sin I once proclaimed taboo 
Yet I sit here and consider my options as if I have the right to choose 
As if I have the vaguest idea of what's right 
I'm only 17, can't even smoke a cigarette or drink a beer 
But I have to make a choice, between love and a few turning gears 

The hardest choices do indeed require the strongest wills
And I do not know if I have the will to kill a man in cold blood 
I do not know if I have the will to cry a single shedded tear 
When my life is filled with a numb sense of purpose 

Am I in love, or was I in love?
An age old question, but a new one for me. 
How scary. 
I sit here late in the night, at 2:18 A.M. pondering the meaning of life and liberty
What's real and what's fake
I'm hungry, my stomach hurts, a constant reminder of my mortality.
A constant reminder I have only so much time left to make a decision. 

A constant reminder . . . That I am alive. 
As dreadful as I may feel 
As broken as I may be 
As lost as I am in this neverending forest of self doubt and pity.
I just so happen to be alive; as sad as that may seem.
Now I ask myself one last question 
Is this a candle, or a pile of logs set ablaze?

​
​








Uvalde
Dariana Pallasco 5/22

No more birthdays 

No more school days 
No more I love you 
No more playing with friends 
It just stopped 
It’s pitch black 
They stopped growing 
They were 7
They didn’t even get a chance 
They were only kids


Garden
Kayla Tirozzi 5/22

I don’t know what you were thinking 
When you planted these seeds
But I promise to blossom 
Into everything you hoped I’d be

I pray these petals unfold
I wish to be in full bloom
I, a morning glory
And you, the sun

I long to be your pretty flower
But I must be met with meticulous hands
Because once plucked,
these precious petals won’t grow back

I do not have the beauty of a rose
nor the radiance of a sunflower
I may not be part of your garden
But I hope you pick me every time


​Feather Memories
Gabriella Alvarracin 5/22


In the wind
Carried by the breeze
Feathers twist and turn with time
Entwined in my mind
Guiding me to forgotten memories
Lost and dancing through time
I ponder, how does it feel to be free?
Oh feather memories
Please welcome me!
Guide me free!
Oh feather memories!
Life is a fleeting dream!
This blurry changing scenery
This storm of feathers
Fly me free!


​My Guardian Angel
Sharnise Humphrey Moye 5/22

My guardian angel.
My God, this can be so painful.

I miss you dearly, 
I can’t even focus clearly.

You were taken from me too fast 
But this too shall pass.

I'm doing this dance to represent the beautiful lady 
you always were to me.

And I want everyone to see
What a powerful role model you were to me. 

You gave me courage and hope
And I can never say no

Because your words of wisdom
Are like my own little kingdom.

The strength in my heart
It’s something like a piece of art. 

May 22, 2018 is the day my life changed. 
It was my heart cause that will never be rearranged. 

You been gone almost 5 years now, 
And that’s just crazy. 

It’s crazy how life moves on so fast.
It’s like I close my eyes and boom, flash.

I know you look down on me smiling.
I mean, you're the reason why I’m writing.  

You always told me I'm powerful and I can make a change
And it’s strange because you still feel at close range.

So here, I’m telling my story, I’m so sorry
​that life took me down slowly, b
ut now I’m ready to party.

Party to the very end, 
I called you my friend because we blend. 

Enlightened, defend, and most of all 
We never abandoned each other. 

You know why, because we made sure that we were covered 
and you also made sure I was never in danger.

So cheers,
here’s to love, new beginnings, life, and strength.

And trust me, my length 
goes a long way. 

My Powerful Lady


​Rose
Imani Tatman 5/22


I’m so delicate to look at
As beautiful and tender 

I accompany thistles just to safeguard my affection and harmony
With just one touch I disappear

May I come with peace and affection,
yet additionally accompany destruction and heartbreak


​
​Twilight
Sean Moore 5/22

I sit in the twilight
            Most days I feel like I’m aimless
(It’s like I wake up and live yesterday on repeat)
   Life is like a twilight to me 
Some days it feels like a repeat (and some days feel new)       
But for most days, I don’t see much change 
Life goes on repeat
and I just sit there and go along with it 
                                         Aimlessly strolling along      


What’s Going on with You? 
Sincere Hayden 5/22 

“what’s going on with you?”
this question stirs the invisible pot
in my head, making me wonder
what is actually going on with me?

my body is up for debate by men
who will never be in my shoes, my rights
as to if i want to bear children are
being stripped from me before i know it.
​

the conversation of abortion makes 
men feel like they need to put
their foot down while the women 
remain silent. 

i imagined that in 2022 we would live
in a world where women have equal rights.
there should be no debate on my body and
i’m not there to defend myself.

and it is absolutely terrifying that they
believe that banning abortions would stop
people from having them. The lives of 
young women are at stake because of this
ban and it brings me to tears.

“whats going on with you?’
there’s a lot going on and i have no
way to stop it, in my country i should
be able to have the rights over my body
without any judgment or disagreement.


​​Journey of the Blanket 
Eva Berthelot-Hill 5/22

Caught in the blanket of lies
When the leaf falls I fly  
Woven into tight crisp corners 
Of responsibilities and horrors 

They look at me and laugh
Will this laughter last?
The days are getting colder
The trees are getting older 

A threat comes near me 
Ripping me to pieces, hear me 
Crying in the fields of sorrow 
I lay there still, tomorrow 

Someone throws me away
I lay there and stay
I am, broken 
All my words, spoken 

Thrown around in a bubble 
Fixed up nice, no trouble
Living outside, not in a room
Laying on the streets near a strong fume.

I need a home, which I lack
I wish I could go back 
When did I get here, how? 
Is this sadness my life now?


​Death Is My Fake Friend
Corie Thomas 5/22
​
Death is my fake friend 
He didn’t wanna help me
He forced me to cry
He laughed at me while I did

Took some people away from me
And didn’t say a word
So yeah 
Death is my fake friend
​


​Losing Your Love
Anelis Perez 4/22

Do I not do enough?

I work to be able to get my own things
I go to school for my future
I clean my own room and clothes

Would you say that's not enough?

Maybe I'm just tired
I need a break to have me time
As you do when you get home tired
But when I do it, then it's different–
Worthless–I don't understand 

What else can I do?

Working at such a young age isn't hard
But it does take time
Time you would spend with family
Time you would spend on your hobbies
But I never spent time with you
Now all of a sudden it's my fault

I don't mean to blame you
For my sadness
You just keep digging the hole
Making me not want to be near you
I can’t act like myself around you
I have to watch what I say, how I act
All you talk about is your problems

Normally I would just leave
But you are my mother 
And though I love you
I don't know what else to do

Do you?


​Flowers are like people
Breyanna Wolf 4/22

There’s a start of sunlight,
On summer mornings,
That expresses the daylight.
When the flowers bloom.

As I count 1, 2, 3, 4,
Seeing only 20 more,
Where the water flows.
More flowers seem to grow.

The soil is dark,
When the sun shines,
It becomes bright.
After a few days flowers have height

The day is nice,
Time to fly a kite,
Now it’s night.


Mania 
Dariana B. Pallasco 4/22

I feel like I’m always living on the edge, 
knowing any minute can be my last 
knowing I could lose you at any moment.
Is anything real? 
Now I see why people go crazy. 

I have already fallen off the earth.
When will I ever stop falling? 
Will you come and join me? 
Listen to me!
Now I see why people go crazy. 

I can switch at any moment. 
What if I can’t stop myself?
Will you still be there?
Is this too much? 
Now I see why people go crazy. 

Everyone's mad 
Dariana B. Pallasco 4/22

If I wrote what I thought  
I would probably go mad.
If I could suffocate the paper I would.
My deepest darkest thoughts spiraling 
Out of my head onto paper 
You would think I have gone mad.  
Would you be wrong? 
Or if you try and think too deep 
Would you go mad with me?
If I shared my thoughts would you be lost?
Or will I find you?
Everyone’s mad here.

The devil 
Dariana B. Pallasco 4/22
​
I have seen the devil in many forms
And every time he paralyzed me with his looks.
His touches cut through my soul,
Mocking my pain without guilt 
Of the role he played.  


What Jesus Provides Me
Neily Mellado-Valdez 5/22

I lost strength 
I lost faith 
I lost everything 

I can ask only 
One being  
To help me 

Its God 
He can give
Me strength 

He can Give
Me everything 
I need

 
The Rugby Game
By Janiah Swan 4/22

The flight, the height,
The game tonight 

The sweat of the game 
I’m nervous, I’m tight 
Who knows if it's right?
Who'll win, who’ll lose,
No one knows, crazy fool  
No doubt, no fouls, the game is tied
But don't cry, try, I’'m 
Counting on the fans tonight 
Friends are waiting on you 
They’re scared about will you win or lose 
Take a deep breath, we know who's who
It's you--the incredible you,
You pass. 
AYEE! Your last touch
The game’s on
It's you and the crowd 

You can hear everyone all loud
Well, guess what?
You didn't lose and you know why?

Because you're you!


Realize 
Jaynesha Pearson 5/22


When I look in the mirror 
I realize one thing 
There's nothing on the table
that I can bring 

When I look at myself
I ask why? 
No matter what 
I break down and cry 

I always complain 
Every time to myself 
Looking at everything 
I have on my shelf 

My room is filled 
With mirrors and brushes 
I look at myself
Not seeing where love is

Never comfortable 
Never happy 
Never satisfied 
Always crappy

Is my life taking over?
I realize that now 
I have to look better 
Some way or somehow 

Never care when judged 
But judge myself 
That's only on me 
And no one else 

I have lows
Mostly highs 
When is the day
I will realize? 

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